How I wish...

How I wish I could play piano
transmit my emotion to all my fingers
and express them out by striking on the black and white key..

How I wish I could be a star
shining brightly in the velvet sky
makes the night so beautiful

How I wish I could be a dove
fly to anywhere I wish
achieve the real freedom

How I wish I could be a money
everyone still love it even it is rumpled
becuz the value is still there

How I wish I could be a superwoman
able to handle every problems in my life
no need to trouble people

How I wish I could read people's mind
knowing what they want from me
and knowing how they really think of me

How I wish I could be forgetful
Forget all the sadness in the pasts
delete all the hatred and bitterness permanently

How I wish someone is here
talk to me, Guide me,
comfort me, nourish me..

How I wish I could turn back time
to get back what I wanted
to compensate what I have loss

How I wish I could be more diligent, optimistic, confident and determined
so that I will not be easily affected by others anymore
and I could really achieve what I want
and I could lead the life I want..

大雨过后一定是晴天的

最近家里发生很多事，
爷爷被车撞，
妹妹驾驶撞到车，
妈妈当时也在车里面，
还好所有人都无大碍，
已是不幸中的大幸。

爷爷出事时，
我还在家，
还帮得上忙。

妈和妹出事时，
我不在她们的身边。
我没有看到车子的情况，
只是知道没有人受伤。
但我知道她们一定吓坏了。
因为驾驶的是我妹，
来往的车子是撞向我妈的方向。。
我听了整个人傻了，
当时的情况是多么的危险，
我也能够想象得到妹当时一定很慌。。

可是这几天和妹通电话的时候，
有时耐心到极限了，
说话语气自然就重了。。
她心里一定很难受。
对不起。。

无论如何，
过去的就该让它过去，
大雨过后一定是晴天的。

步入大三。。

我总觉得这个假期过得很慢，但它还是结束了。
明天，虽然我还没开始上课，
毕竟它是第一周的第一天。
是大三的全新开始。

忙了两三天整理房间，
该收拾心情上课了，
This semester: 19MCs
看似“轻”，
可是我还是感到有点害怕，
因为所有东西的难度又会更深一层了。
嗯。。。。。。总该面对的，
这个学期要比之前所经过的学期更加努力，
希望我这次可以更上一层楼.
加油！！！