O pi ma ba ni fe bu fu la e

"Good evening everyone, I am Sally.........." This was my first sentence when I become the emcee for HAAAAALLOWEEN Night 2009.

Before this, I never think that I can be an emcee who speak English. This is because
1st: My English is no good(quite jialat lol).
2nd: I am not very good in making atmosphere.
3rd: My shortcoming is proven during the MSD.

And during the event, my brain suddenly turn blank and I forgot what to talk! Luckily I was assisted by my partner(TQ!!).. But somehow overall quite OK la... haha.. not so bad..

Thanks for the committee of MSL and AMCISA. I have learnt a lot of things throughout the preparation and also the hosting process. And I really enjoy it. =)

O pi ma ba ni fe bu fu la e
This is a curse created by me and my partner which means "Happy Halloween" in our event.
But now i wnt to change the meaning to "Stay cheers, friendship forever and haaaaappy always!"

凌晨三点半的日记

我终于写完WA2了！！现在是凌晨三点半，原本要做完MLE的，但我这只猪刚才又睡着了，嘉辉拨电来我才醒过来，但过后还是睡到十二点才有一点精神。MLE还有两题。。但要读了才能做。现在的我已经筋疲力尽了。。明天八点开始就有课一直到下午六点，中间两点到四点有两个小时空。六点过后要去打排球，晚上八点infusion彩排...哇。。难以想象明天我会怎么过，看似很充实很刺激，但我相信练完舞后我肯定累到不会动了。。。

今天上电脑课时很不专心，满脑子都在想负面的东西。我知道我会这样是因为我这次考得不好。是我对我自己要求高吗？我说没有的话有人会相信吗？上大学之前我对自己说过不能再像以前那样无里头的拼无里头的向前冲。要多享受生活，要多留意身边的人事物，不要再让自己留下遗憾。。。我有尝试去改变，然而也许我的方法好像错了。。我在这里并没有时时刻刻都enjoy.背着很多负担，带着很多期望来到这里(top30uni in the world), 看见形形色色的人，不一样的事物，我仿佛刚刚才完全适应这里的生活。我领悟到要在这里生存，不是我说了算。

我很容易被别人对我所说的话影响。即使以前小时候别人对我说过什么我都记得很清楚，因为那些话对我在做决定时都很重要。当我听了别人的话，只要是对我好的我都会记着然后尝试去改。但令我愤怒的是在另一方面别人却做和我一样的东西，明明三番四次劝我别这样做但他自己却也是如此。我无言以对。也许是我自己对我自己的信念不够坚定。我真的很容易被别人影响。。怎么办？

我今天相通了一样东西：但不知要怎样用语言来形容。。但我知道这是好的开始。。。从econs的角度看来，我觉得instead of shortrun我是属于longrun的。哈哈。。无论怎么样，我希望我会是最后的赢家。加油！！

隐形的力量

昨天从阿姨家出来, 阿姨和表妹送我到对面的花园, 我们就挥手说再见了.我继续向前走,要到地铁站去. 挥手后一转身, 眼睛开始发烫,不知不觉,眼泪已滑落下来...
我不知道为什么我会这样,可能是很久没和亲人接触了.. 去阿姨家有回家的感觉...吃姨丈和阿姨煮的菜总比外头好吃得多. 亲情总是最温暖的.

想到又要回去大学,做那堆积如山的功课, 总是觉得很无奈...
但路还是得走下去,这条路是我自己选的,不管怎样都要走完它,要看尽所有的风景.

可不知怎么,这次好像有一股力量在我背后产生,让我能更勇敢地向前挑战.那股力量暗示我:不能害怕,害怕就什么都做不成,我不能慌,一慌之前的努力就会前功尽弃了...

现在眼前的目标,就是快点适应该有的生活.尽量达到自己要的目标...十九了,不能再依赖别人了.

然而, 此时山穷水尽,何时柳暗花明?

woOolympic...

Wow...
Today everyone is so tired after organising this wooolympic event..
For me, it was very fun and enjoyable..
(although there is a lot of things need to be improved =])
MSL, MSA, AMCISA... all playing and enjoy together..
This is good to foster the relationship between us.. and between Malaysian student..

And most important, through this event, I meet my friends!
My good friends since primary and secondary school..
Wow, the feeling was really great..=)
We still can chat for quite a long time..
Yeah.. Getting to know how is everything..
Know better how is the life of my friends..
I will be happy after listening that they enjoy their life..
At least I know.. they are happy..
Haha..

I would like to say is a fruitful event actually,
coz i learn a lot of new things.
Jus that a bit disappointed about my performance when playing the volleyball..
I cant surf the ball properly.. and I.. haiz
and is outdoor so.. very hot.............!!!!!!!!!!!
but.. quite enjoy..

Thx everyone of MSL and helpers that have help out through the whole event..
Especially the mascot and the performance..
Very very nice..
Well done..

WoOoOoOOooo....