心如止水。。。

现在的时候没那么忙了，no more activities, just concentrate to studies..
我觉得少了活动，责任少了，人变得轻松，就不会那么容易紧张、心慌。。this is very important..^^
现在比较有劲了。。哈哈。。头脑也清醒了。。
心情也会特别的好。。

再接再厉，继续努力。。

姐妹齐加油。。

刚刚爸爸打来，
告诉我那天你哭了，
因为成绩考到不好，
我听了有些感触，
我们俩果真是姐妹，
有什么事不会第一时间说出来，
藏在心里闷久了，
让眼泪帮我们表达。

姐要告诉你，
慢慢来吧，
不要把自己逼得太紧，
距离spm还有时间。。
尽全力了就好。。

哈哈。。这些话是别人对我说的，
我在这里也很压力，
但无论怎么样要学会放松自己，
没有人会怪你的。。

加油吧。。我们一起加油。。=）

重整第九天---9th day of rallying

重整第七天---7th day of rallying
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重整第八天---8th day of rallying
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重整第九天---9th day of rallying
重整了一个星期多，稍微有些进步了。。大概能够控制自己的睡眠时间了。。这个星期另一个project又开始了。。。=（ 很忙很忙！！应该很少会出现在这里了。
希望我能持续下去，达到我要的目标。加油！

I know myself more...

重整第六天---6th day of rallying

I finish my cycling journey at 7.30am morning...
reach back my room at abt 9am++, took a bath then.... sleep
4pm, I woke up..
the tiredness is reduced.. but i was not really semangat also..lol
I recall the time during night cycling.. it was fun.
I recall the time before night cycling (during planning and preparing), i feel uneasy..
This was because i didn commit enough to this event. I was the committee under publicity. I suppose to write an email to inform every member abt this event and create a facebook event to promote this night cycling..
I hv done the email thing during CNY.. thats fine
But for facebook, i duno y i cant start it.. because i nvr do it before?? Duno how to write in words that is "attractive"?? spreadsheet hvn reach that time??
I duno.. I just cant start it... afraid afraid afraid, worry worry worry, I duno what i afraid and worry for... stupid..
Finally, i hv created an 'empty' facebook event.. As in everybody know got night cycling but there is empty inside coz i hvn add anything.. No photos uploaded also.. I decided to complete it in that weekend coz that time i was quite busy with other things.. yeah midterm was around the corner that time.. I was doing my EG1413 assignment as well.. But before the day I can do it.. The project director has alry done another one.. Full with information, photos uploaded and i was invited.. Suddenly just feel that i am very slow and unefficient. Why he can do this asap and i cant?? What ppl care abt now is efficient..
Among all the task i need to complete, i only able to complete one.. i didnt think abt other ppl that time.. so selfish..
During post event meeting, I hv ranked myself 4 out of 10 for commitment in this event..
Now i know myself.. I never do things with a heart.. not only for this event.. in my studies also.. I keep on giving myself excuse..

I finish typing my last report until 3am..
while starting to prepare stuff to be completed on the next day, I promise myself.. I must show a full commitment in everything in mylife..

Thanks for night cycling event, I know myself more...

Night Cycling!!

重整第四天---4th day of rallying
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重整第五天---5th day of rallying--night cycling!!
This day is my 1st time to do crazy things in NUS.. that is i cycle the whole night without sleeping! haha.. What a crazy unforgettable experience i hv gained in uni...
We start cycling from east coast, past thr Changi airport, then rest at Changi village. We continue our journey from changi village to tampines then rest again.. After that, we cycle again from tampines to pasir ris then went bec to east coast. Night cycling is really fun. Seriously, it train ur stamina.. and it also test ur perseverance..
I took double-bike, with my partner Her Yih. Seriously riding double-bike is not easy. It is challenging especially for the people who sit in front. Coz he/she has to balance the whole bike before it can be driven smoothly. But somehow, Her Yih and I can do it quite well.. haha..
One thing very funny is that.. everyone's butt is very pain during cycling. lolss.
So when we cycle on the road that is not flat.. hoho~~you can hear everybody is groaning in pain..lol
It was really fun cycling the whole night.. but.. is damn tiring.. haha.. Can go and try it if u never try before! I am sure u enjoy it!^^

重整第三天---3rd day of rallying

今天的我稍微有进步了，至少我真的做完了我要做完的东西。。还有见周公之前我是清醒的。。哈哈哈哈。。。因为这几天我又是太疲倦而乱躺的。。一躺就是躺到平时起床的时刻。。睡姿不对，还真怕伤到筋骨呢。。

不过，今天的我这个时候还没睡是因为我有喝了一点咖啡。。嘻嘻。。但是咖啡真的对身体不好，不宜多喝。。我会控制的。。

今天突然特别想家人，弟和妹这个星期都在考试，不知道他们可以应付的来吗？尤其是弟弟，有没有还要妈开声才会拿书出来呢？妈咪最近簿子会不会很难改？小学生有没有特别顽皮？爸爸今天工作会不会很累呢？外公外婆，婆婆爷爷，身体好吗？。。。

我只知道我在这里必须要过得很好，遥远的家人知道了才会放心些。。现在无论遇到什么挫折我都不会统统告诉家人了。。不要让他们担心我。。每当电话来时，“好吗？”。。“好啊。。”
我觉得即使状况不是很好，也要告诉他们“很好”。。久久一通电话，就只有听到“好”，他们才会安心。。。做晚辈的，最大的责任就是要让他们安心、放心。。。

两点十五分，该睡了，晚安！

重整第二天---2nd day of rallying

第二天，我如昨日般到图书馆去（享受我要享的福利=p）。和一班朋友吃午餐，有说有笑，很是开心。。

在巴士上，我的一个独中朋友问我是不是读到很stress..其实stress每个人都有，只是我还蛮意外他为什么会这样问，又是从谁的口中听到的呢？无论如何，我还是承认了。。没什么好隐瞒的。。他告诉我慢慢来吧，还有四年。。。不要害怕或对不熟的科目产生恐惧，并鼓励我final...只要不放弃,真的可以扭转乾坤的。。我还以为在大学里面不会再有这种人耐心的开导我。。然而，我感受到了这份友谊的珍贵。。谢谢你。。我会加油的=）

重整第一天---1st day of rallying

所谓重整，是要重新整理自己的情绪，对任何事物的态度，还有生活上的秩序。。。
乱七八糟的过了七个星期（虽然很好玩XD ），是该重整了。。。
今天我放课后到图书馆去，我喜欢图书馆的感觉，环境很好，较容易专心。。重要的是。。。有。。冷。。气。。还有舒服的椅子，大大的桌子。。哈哈。。下午时候在房间可热死了，椅子又不好坐，桌子又小>.<

HARMONICA CONCERT OVER! MIDTERM OVER! cant wait for night cycling this saturday!! HAHA..